the past five weeks was a big blob of haze. halves and quarters of grey, messy and dimly-suffocating recollections. and oh, i discovered the new neurotic and emotionally bipolar me (it could actually be a new discovery of a pre-existing me, i can't really tell) - at one time i'd be laughing to my own ass jokes, goofing and giggling around and in an instant i'd be the uptight dude who'd verbally abuse anything with a pulse, moody and erratic. heck i even had a fight with a lecturer. god, that was stupid.
the rest of the pre-raya incidents were somehow elusive and distant. which is good.
i went back to ranau for hari raya puasa, which was a much needed one-week break - different people. different dialects. different environment. despite my regret for being less-than-sober almost half the while i was home plus the never-ending issue on why i am still doing my undergrad when everyone else are either working or pursuing their master's degree, it was ok. wait, ok is an understatement. it was actually the first trip home this year that didn't involve hospitals, tears, or burning of
hiongs and
duit hantu. boy am i glad it didn't this time.
and yeah, the tag-board's not working. let's leave it that way, for now.
# posted by dick* @ 3:45 PM
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