i realized just now that i left a pack of 20's on the bus, just when it starts speeding off of the usual drop point in front of the main gate. it's one of the occasions that you just feel dumb. the same way i felt when i got nervous and left out specific points expected to be in the presentation during interview earlier yesterday. i'm definitely going to hate myself if i didn't make it through to the next round because of that.

ok. it just happen that i'm not the one feeling the shittiest right now. you hold on tight b.a. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

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i know. it's part of the vicious cycle, it's especially true when one's talking about the semester-ly progression of events in utp. i am not sure about the other uni's, and to be frank i couldn't care less. but somehow it was more intense, a helluva lot more things to settle, this time around. i'm talking about an average of 1.5 tests every day, with assignments and projects and presentations as the side dishes. but i'm just glad it's all over now. final exam will be next. just three more weeks before i'm stripped-off of any student duties. just three more weeks then i'll have all the time in the world to do all the worldly things i have in mind. let's just hope i don't screw things up.

see, i have a (mental) list of things i'd really like to do when i'm done studying. this is not an attempt to emulate (pergh emulate tuh) earl - i don't need a list to be a better person, that's just an excuse to make earl do all sorts of stupid stuff to keep the story going - it's just a list of stuff i've been wanting to do but never had the chance to do. to be a bartender is one of the things in the list, and i think i'll do that one first. hehe.

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